Why I need to lose the weight...

Well lets just say... fat is not the new black. 2 babies in 2 years = 1 Mom who is not at all who she wants to be. I want to be that "skinny bitch" I want to look sexy and confident in a pair of jeans. I want to not be absolutely freaked out when someone, including myself sees me naked in the bathroom light. I want to use a perfectly good closet full of clothes. I want the confidence in my body, in myself to take complete sexual advantage of my husband! Mostly, I just want to feel like me again. The less I feel like me the more I eat... the more I eat the less I feel like me... see the problem. This is the beginning of me.